relief

in the last month or so, a person very close to me has had a health scare, culminating in a recent biopsy that proved that everything was benign.

throughout this whole experience, i've maintained a positive attitude. i wasn't going to get upset or spend mental energy worrying about the worst case scenario outcome, just take the information as it came in and work with it once i have it. it worked pretty well. until i read the note yesterday about the results of the pathology and spontaneously burst into tears, i didn't realize how much worry i was hiding while trying to be so positive.

i feel like a huge weight is gone. life is good.