exhaustion

i'm tired.
i'm tired of feeling tired
i'm tired of not having enough time to fully clean the house, only to tidy it.
i'm tired of trying to think of things to make for breakfast and lunch and dinner.
i'm tired of winter clothing.
i'm tired of cold weather and once-in-a-while-one-warm-day teasers.
i'm tired of work.
i'm tired of trying to squeeze in time for myself between doing things for others.
i'm tired of getting e-mail during the day at work that people i care for have died.